Hi there!

Well, to cut a long story short I have to admit that I am a really stupid person with lot's of stupid personality traits. When I was younger I made a lot's of mistakes and sometimes I behaved like an eight year old brat. And what make things worst I hurted lot's of amazing person's feelings (but at least I done that without my knowledge). I have also a lot's of AT's, commissions and gifts what I should finish. I bet most of you hate me because of my lazyness, and because of I can't finish things in time. Don't worry, I hate this too... But to be honest I think my "talent" just disappeared... I din't draw anything good a long time ago, (only portraits of a beautiful young man, whom I admire and love, but fortunately he don't know about this). I don't have enought inspiration, and I don't have enought time to draw. Like if my inner world with it's magic what keep the soul in me collapsed....I was thinking of what about deleting this account, there are lot's of artists who can't stand my stupidness, and by the way I din't sumbitted anything special a really long time ago...It's like if I were dead...But I can't do that. I don't know why. I also don't know why I am writing this entry (I bet no one'll be intrested in my things). I feel like an empty box which is waiting for someone who will throw it to the dustbin... But unfortunately I am not a stupid box but a stupid human so one day I have to arise. And I will. I hope... Hmmm......listening to love songs all the time isn't too healthly...Why you???